Helena – my mother.
July 4, 2019
Channel: Beatrice Madsen
Dear friends! My life was long and heavy. Periodically I was deeply depressed and could not see even a glimpse of the light. The grey zones were many and varied. However, I learned to love the grey, the overcast sky, the worn down and ugly. I understood that the beauty is in the eye of the beholder and it was the small life that I always protected, never the bombastic or grandiose. From here I can see that there was a meaning with my life. There were so many meanings with my life. During my depressive periods I could not see this – there was no meaning, everything was dark and oppressed. In my soul there were many scares from my childhood and the war in Finland – it was a great threat hanging over us and it affected my parents and my soul so much. I also had much pain from earlier lives that weighted heavily on my shoulders. I never wanted to incarnate, but I knew that I had to. I had to in order gain knowledge and complete lessons that my lacerated soul needed.
My little lacerated soul contributed with beautiful still light that was a part of the waking up on Earth. From here I can see it so clearly now. I have now a different perspective – I am home, I have reached homeport. Here I am whole and I can see everything so clearly and freedom is my constant companion. I do not long back to Earth, but I have much to tell you about the time you live in, dear friends.
You are dancing right in the middle of the dance of your life and you are so beautiful. Imagine if you could fully understand this and imagine if I had understood this during my time. You are in the middle of chaos, dear ones, but your soul is not in chaos. In your beautiful inside you have the eye of the storm, in other words completely still and here you can come to rest your tired soul. Deep inside you have your truth and this is where you find new forces. The outer chaos that is ongoing is not yours, remember this, darlings. The outer chaos has been created in order to unbalance you, but you know by now so much more. Look at the outer chaos with cool and sober eyes. Do not let yourselves be dragged into it, dear ones. Stand still and observe as it is not you. If you only knew how beautiful you are and what shining souls you have you would be astonished over your own radiance. You have now the opportunity your true being and it is so joyful for us from this side to see how you are growing in humility and gratitude for being who you somewhere knew you were. I have more to day, farewell for now.
Translator from Swedish to English: Per Staffan
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